love...it was very complicated....most of a year im trying to ecpt him.bt...i still cant do that..hummm,...ape nak buat ni...mcm mane nak selesaikan,,dah dekat sthin aq cube nak terime,mule2 aq ingat boleh,but its not easy...cube untuk sygkan dy mgkin aq boleh,,tp...entahla,,,dengan sikap dy yg lansung x mced,buat aq rase meluat,mcm budak2 form 3 bru blajo nak bcple..haihhhh!!!!x retii la aq nak kate,dy kan lnsung x reti nak tunjuk yg dy tu smting we called man.he acting like a boy who really need his mom to acmpny n guide him all the time,,n 4me,i need someone that can cntrol me,care of me,smone that can make me feel safe,cmftble and i know that he can affrd me...tp dy,lansung xde,,i dont think that he can be the best for me,i need an indpndent guy,but him....he cant stant by his self..in 19 years old,i thod he'll change,but.....it wont be happend,aq bkan nak cerite buruk dy,tp...aq x selese....dy lansung x tau ap nak buat dgn diri dy...ap yg dy tau mtk tolong kakak cri kan keje,abg cri kan keje,pakcik crikan tmpat blajar,,nak buat ap2sume pakai org dalam..duduk tmpang rumah org lame2,ap dy ingat org suke ke?aq jd gf dy lak rse malu..dy lansung x fikir..x reti nak majukan dri sendiri..heee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!so anoyed!!ape la yg ade dalam kepalehotak dy pn aq x tau la..mcm tuke lelaki?mcm mane nak jdi pemimpin kalau dah diri sendiri pn xmampu nak hndle,....smue bgantung org lain ..aq tau,,nobdy prfct..but its not mean that we cant chnge,nobdy is prfctbutwe canbeprfctaslong as we tryig to be..god sys:he'll neverchange people tii thepeople change their self..adoiiii.rimas knal org mcmni..nak break,but i dunt know where to start...nak ckp trus trang rase kejam sgt,nak tpu t bdose plak..but i still not found the bestway to expln..kalau aq ckp bukan faham pon...susah la....stressss laaaaaaaaaa.............................skarang ni aq dah jd benci,meluatmenyampah!tolong la...aq xnak main kan hati dy..tphati aq kate x..aqx boleh trime dy...aq x rase dy mampu bimbing aq stu hari nanti...mcmmane nak buat ni...
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